Week 12 weigh in WOO-HOO!!!!

Was dreading it but turns out no need as lost another 4lbs which takes me into the 9s and 9 stone 10 at that!! This 790 thing is great. Only one more pound and there will only be 2 numbers in my weight for the first time in ages. Very happy about this but can't think what the difference would be that would make me lose more than I have done for 7 weeks. Don't care really so long as it keeps going. Going to stay on 790 for now - I know it's expensive but I rather like it. No carbs yet, still got more to lose. There is my weekend in Bristol which I did say I was going to eat and drink whatever the hell I liked but there's an annoying sensible monster at the back of my mind saying just have one glass of wine, or two with soda water, and don't get a pizza, have something else. What's happened to me?!! The lovely lady who sits next to me at work brought me in some curly kale from her garden as I was explaining to her that I only like v limited veg but am trying some new things - she's bought a whole Tesco bag full!! I will update on the kale - hope it doesn't make me fart as much as those spring greens. Peanut bar was actually really good too and to think I don't really like nuts. Was hoping to get some more last night but Liz only had four chocolate bars as the delivery guy hadn't brought them so I have to call the other CDC and get them from her (and can get some lovely toffee bars again, have missed them). Wonder what she's like? Apparantly she only lives down the road from me so can't quite remember now why I didn't pick her instead of Liz but it doesn't matter - I rather like Liz. Treated myself to a size 12 pair of jeans last night (from Tesco but don't tell anyone - they're actually quite nice and look well cut) and they are a tiny bit baggy round the bum and legs (gasp) but of course not baggy at all round my flabby tummy. Nevermind, my confidence has been restored again and I'm sure I can get down to that size 10. At least it's nice to know I'm a real size 12 and not a pretend size 12 where I'm really a 14 or 16 and squeeze myself uncomfortably into organ crushing clothes!!

Richard is visiting this weekend. Will be good to see him - can't believe I've lost another 1olbs since we spent that weekend with him in Cornwall. Going in fancy dress to a Halloween party tomorrow night and can't wait (Andy at the Ufford Crown said I was looking good when we went last week to pick up the tickets, yay!!). Also helping out hand out drinks for an antiques shop sale tonight - only 2 and a half hours work for £20 and I get to wear a pretty dress. Must get weed for this weekend but where??

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